Wow its been awhile since I’ve been on this site, I miss you Tumblr :) It’s good to be back.

I’m here sitting outside, I just love it out here. I love looking at the stars. The air is perfect, It’s not too cold. I can lay out here all night.

So lately I’ve been having dreams about fighting girls. Soo, that’s not good. But my dreams are about girls trying to get at my fiancee so of course I have a big reaction to that. If that were to happen in real life, yeahhh I’d probably beat the girl up -__-

I just might have to let you go. As much as I don’t want to, as much as it’s going to hurt, I might have to ;(

I’ll tell you what love is, love is truely forgivness. Love is when you are willing to forgive someone for something that you thought you never could, and willing to open your heart up and allow the heating process to begin. That’s what love is. ♥

Six Flags was so much fun! That was Babe’s gift to me, and I think it was the BEST gift I’ve gottten. My cousin got me a perfume from Victoria’s Secret, I got a set of feather earings and Cold Stone :) Tomorrow is my big day, I still can’t believe I’m turning 20 tomorrow! Babe is treating me to dinner and the fam is treating me to dinner too. I HAVE to have dessert tomorrow, but it shall be my last, from there no more junkfood :( oh well, I need to start getting into shape so that I can fit into my wedding dress! This weather is gorgeous, I already tanned and don’t need to add anymore color to me, I’m already dark as it is. I hope everyone enjoys the beautiful day! :)

I do wish I can tell one of my dad’s Happy Father’s Day, but what do I have to thank them for? For one of them never being in my life, for the other one who left our family. The only one that I can thank for being a good role model father to me, is my father in law. I thank you. And to my fiancée who has been such a great daddy to our daughter. We love you both. Happy Father’s Day :)

Father’s Day is tomorrow, babe has work which sucks :( But I will have something for him. I’m working on a scrap book with pictures of him and Arielle. It’s going to be really cute! I’m sure he’ll love it. Then we’ll be going with the fam to the park. Then Wednesday Six Flags with babe and the cousins to celebrate my early Birthday! Then Friday my actual Birthday! Then Saturday my nieces Birthday then Sunday my brothers birthday! How exciting! Were probably all going to do something together. So stoked for this month! Then in July camping!!!

It’s so funny to watch my daughter go poo, she has that serious face and it cracks me up!

You don’t want to talk to me, fine then. Fine with me. But at least make me feel apart of the family, not left out.